https://thejaymo.net/2024/04/07/334-the-dread/ Jay Springett lives here on the Internet Wed, 22 Jan 2025 10:02:26 +0000 hourly 1 https://thejaymo.net/2024/04/07/334-the-dread/#comment-99698 Wed, 22 Jan 2025 10:02:26 +0000 https://thejaymo.net/?p=52954#comment-99698 […] For most of my life, I’ve been in a fight with myself. A constant voice in my head telling me I should be doing more, that I’m lazy, that I’m falling behind. Even when I’ve been productive, that voice hasn’t gone away—it just shifted the goalposts. If I listen to it too much, I get The Dread. […]

]]> https://thejaymo.net/2024/04/07/334-the-dread/#comment-52822 Mon, 08 Apr 2024 18:42:31 +0000 https://thejaymo.net/?p=52954#comment-52822 […] month ago, for the first time in my adult life, I bought a watch and I was wearing it at a wedding over the weekend. As the evening reception wore on, I found people peering over my shoulder to look at my watch and […]

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